DEATH THREATS‼️‼️
Dec 24, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz_zYOTM7N0

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hey you guys welcome back to my channel
happy vlogmas day 24 I hope you guys are
having a wonderful at Christmas Eve with
your families and just having a good
time getting close to Christmas Day and
so I'll say Merry Christmas as well
because I won't see you guys tomorrow
I'm not gonna upload a video tomorrow
but I am really excited that I this is
my first year doing the vlog knees and I
absolutely love doing it I did fall
behind a few days I tried to catch up on
some of them at one point I just had to
skip a few days and say okay
I'm just gonna jump to these days
because it's the best way I'm gonna be
able to do it but I really enjoyed it so
and I hope you guys enjoyed it as well I
think you did I've had a lot of amazing
emails from people just saying you know
thank you for sharing your your life
with us thank you for you know having
this platform here where we can come and
be a part and fill a part and you know I
have some supporters that don't have
family so watching my videos makes them
feel a part of a family and I am so
grateful that I can do that for somebody
even if it's for one person it makes it
all worth what I do and what I go for or
go through anyways so yeah I wanted to
say that another thing that I wanted to
come on here and talk about a little bit
I you know I really was hoping that I
would never have to address this
situation or even bring something like
this up on my platform because I've
always promoted positivity you know I
I'm a human and there are days where I
am a negative person Negative Nancy I
you know sometimes read into things
differently but you know I do the best I
can to have the best YouTube channel
that I can for people to come to and
enjoy
but with that being said there are
definitely going to be some major
changes coming through with my channel
and with the new year year I am having
to amp up the safety of my family and my
channel when I started this channel I
really didn't know what direction I
wanted to go I started with shopping
hauls but Shelby Knowles just really
want wasn't for me I don't I don't
typically enjoy going to the store and
just buying stuff just to have you know
like a shopping home you know what I'm
saying like I just never I don't
understand that so if I don't have to
have something I don't buy it
so that really wasn't what my niche was
an ayat I kind of let it just like
whatever
but then in July of 2018 is when I
decided to start my weight loss journey
and I wanted to bring people along so
that they can see the struggles and
hopefully see some success which we did
see success except I fell off the
bandwagon but I did have success and I
did bring a lot of people with me and I
have a lot of people that still are
doing really good and not not having any
issues whatsoever with the weight loss
so anyways I I really I hate to have to
talk about this but you know I think
it's at a time where I have to address a
few things to let people know that I I'm
seeing it and I'm aware of it and I've
made it known to who needs to know but
you know as I have explained to you guys
in the last few days that there is a
website I'm not going to get into what
it is I already said it before but I'm
not going to continue to keep you know
announcing their name because I really
don't want to bring any more attention
to them than need because it's a very
very vile website and i honest to god
don't know why or how they can still
have a platform like I would imagine
that it would have been banned and shut
down a long time ago but unfortunately
they're not and I don't know if they
ever will I you know it's just but
anyways you know if people want to take
shots at me and say things about me you
know I know I'm fat I know I have you
know flabby skin I know that I'm not a
supermodel I know I don't I'm not
absolutely beautiful I know the 3rd days
at my house is dirty we live in our home
you know so of course my house is gonna
be dirty
at times it's not filthy as people have
said but it is dirty at times I know
that my children sometimes have come on
camera and looks like they just walked
out of a jungle you know but again we
always have to remember that children
are children and they're they're not
always going to be up on their a game my
kids in particularly they have I allow
them to express individually how they
want to be if you don't want to wear
shoes you know I didn't start wearing
shoes until I was older why cuz I hated
shoes I absolutely in fact right now
it's 30 degrees it's raining and I'm in
flip-flops
why because I hate shoes so I allow my
children to express themselves
individually I don't force them to do
something me not wearing shoes is not
going to kill them not wearing socks is
not going to kill them now do they need
to wear clothes absolutely that is
something that they have to wear if they
don't want to have their hair put up one
day then fine what why am I going to sit
there and you know tackle them down if
if we're not really going anywhere
what does it matter why why why I don't
understand why people think that you you
have to have a staged family
my family is what they are what you see
is what you get I am NOT a fake person
on YouTube I don't pretend my life is
perfect I do not pretend that I have all
my crap together there are days where
you know what you're lucky to see if I
if I even get up in my house and do
laundry or there's been days when I was
suffering with my depression that I
didn't even want to brush my teeth
much less shower and do my hair and you
know it's just it's a part of it's just
a part of who you are you know do I
shower daily absolutely do I brush my
teeth every day absolutely do I brush my
hair every day absolutely not
why because I I don't brush my hair
every single day it doesn't need to be
brushed every single day my hair you
cannot get a brush through it without
having some type of conditioner in it so
there's there's that but anyways as I'm
continuing to rant again I don't care if
people want to make fun of me make fun
of me make fun of my husband make fun of
us but why would somebody in their own
right mind think that it would be
appropriate to put death threats out on
my to my three and four-year-old who who
would ever even think of that you have
to be sick in the head to talk about
killing a three and four year old what
have my children ever done to you guys
you guys are so vile and sick you all
deserve to rot in hell and I can't wait
to the day that I get to watch you guys
go down but I
my children have not asked to be on a
platform my children have been on this
platform because I'm a youtuber and I'm
a daily vlogger and because I'm a
stay-at-home mom my children do get seen
on my camera but you know I never set
out to make my children be the sole
purpose of my videos because they're not
this channel is about me and my journey
my success is my my story my whatever
else that has to do with me but my
children are a participant of it at
times because they're with me so there
are times where my kids will be seen but
they've never asked to be made fun of
they've never been asked to be bullied
they've never been asked to have death
threats put on them never never would I
ever imagine is somebody doing that and
it just makes my stomach sick to think
somebody could sit behind a keyboard and
write that and you know who you are
because you all are watching my videos
you're all uploading my channel doesn't
bother me but what bothers me is that
you guys would literally go and say that
my children deserve to have chloroform
on them and how much what does it take
to knock a three and four-year-old out
like I could not believe I was reading
that I have never wished death on
somebody I have never wished anything
bad on somebody but when I read that I
wish death on the person that wrote that
tube about my babies and I honest-to-god
wish that when they die they die of a
horrible death just for writing that
about my kids that's not fair that is so
not okay that makes me angry of course
do you guys care no why would you you're
getting the reaction you're wanting
however like I said you talk about me
whatever make fun of me but why do you
bring my children
into it that's where it's sick so from
here on out my children will not be seen
on my youtube channel ever again my
pictures on all my social media
platforms are taken down my children
will never be on social media again yeah
maybe that's what it should have been
from the very beginning I didn't know
there was really that many sick people
out there but I guess the world had me
fooled and I've learned my lesson
I have called and I have made my reports
that I need to make so everything is on
file I took all of my stuff from my
computer took it down to the police
station they loaded everything up and
took it off my computer so they have
every part of this form and they have
now the links to it that they were
keeping an eye on it I have no idea what
they plan to do I don't know if they're
gonna do anything all I know is I've
turned everything over because I will
not play when it comes to my babies you
want to come after me come after me I
don't know what I've ever done to you
guys but come after me you say that I'm
an easy target all right you say it you
guys it's easy to hate me okay I don't
know what I've done to you but alright
but I will never ever take someone
talking like that about my kids
never
I am very much in limbo on how I want to
handle this situation I kind of feel
like maybe I need to take a few days off
and reevaluate everything and try and
get things situated I've got you know
all my social media platforms locked
down right now I just don't know exactly
how I want to do this then again I might
just continue life the way it is but my
children will just never be allowed on
my stuff anymore
hence why I'm doing this in the car and
my kids are not in the car because I
will not record where my children are
seen you may hear them once in a while
but you will never see my children on my
platforms again they don't deserve this
I don't deserve to see my children being
picked on however I seen it and that's
all right because it's opened my eyes
that I can't trust everybody just like I
said I know there are gonna upload this
video I know they're gonna pick apart it
they're gonna say whatever they want to
say which congratulations say what you
want I'm not going back on your guys's
stupid platform because it's absolutely
sickening the only reason I did was
because I was trying to follow all of
those threats that you guys are putting
out there but now that I know the police
are watching it I have nothing more to
worry about the police have all the
links to my cameras around my house and
at any given time if I need any of their
help all I have to do is call them and
they can tap into my cameras and they
can see where on my house I have taken
care of my safety but I still don't
think it's okay what you guys are doing
so that's why I've decided to stop my
vlog knees and just take a few days off
and try and recap what I need to do you
know I have this challenge gonna be
starting here in the next couple of days
I am absolutely a static of it and I'm
going to do that that's
that's a knot I mean that's just not
even a question but I'm just trying to
figure out how I'm supposed to do my
workouts and stuff with my kids at home
because I will not put them on camera so
I don't know I might not be able to feel
myself working out I don't know you guys
wear what I'm gonna be able to do but I
have to protect my kids
they are my number one they are my pride
and joy they're they're the person I
have to protect because they can't
protect themselves and when you've got
sick bastards out there that are writing
death threats about little children you
really have to take that seriously do I
know if they're capable of coming and
hurting my children I don't know
I would hope they're not stupid enough
to try but if they try well that's on
them I'm not gonna go into that nobody
needs to know what I have but I will say
that you guys are being watched on my
platform on my youtube channel and on
that Kiwi farm thing there are place
watching it anyways I am gonna close you
guys I I'm tired
I'd a lot to do I like I said I had to
go down the police station early this
morning and I had to get some stuff done
I was down there for a few hours so I am
exhausted and I just want to go in and
cuddle my kids and watch a movie or
something and just take the rest of the
day off again like I said I hope you
guys are having a wonderful wonderful
time with your families stay tuned and
keep your eyes out for the starting of
the challenge I don't know if I'm going
to check in before then or if I'll just
check in on that day that we're going to
start the challenge and you guys all
have an amazing rest of your holiday and
I will check in with you guys again very
soon all right talk to you later bye